final update of everything ever forever.

 "bitch" is from last year cfc, just a example of the same style in my work

hopefully my camo project will one day become the real 3D deal

cfc consume culture stop motion film from anna gonzales on Vimeo.

consume culture revison

the end

spiritual beings...and grassroots

enlighten, spread peace and love, take care of mother nature. express yourself! 

"were not human beings having spiritual experience, were spiritual beings having human experience" - teilhard de chardin 

"we're bohemian. we don't subscribe to the standard bourgeois values we see the possibility of life being open. things are open-ended" robert crumb 

now go ahead, enlighten yourself!

http://peacefulrivers.homestead.com/EckhartTolle.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uhgb8YHuOtg&feature=related

http://www.ucpress.edu/excerpt.php?isbn=9780520269248#readchapter1

http://www.350.org/

ziggy stardust story

betty is a boy, and ziggy stardust is a girl who is an alien.

 ziggy stardust falls in love with betty. betty gets ziggy knocked up, and they go on MTV's hit show "teen mom". after struggling with her feelings about pregnancy, ziggy gets addicted to "stardust" which is a conspicuous white powder not too different from cocaine. however, stardust gives you amplified alien and rock n roll powers. ziggy gives some stardust to a girl who wants to get skinny to look like the women on TV, but then the girl overdoses and dies. ziggy feels bad, but only because it was a waste of stardust.

betty is worried about ziggy but is too wrapped up in his DJ career and facebook page (even though he hates facebook). betty is a prototypical non-conformist. he enjoys sulking, making his hair elegantly scruffy, dubstep, and pontificating to his mom. betty dumps ziggy because he "likes being a loner" and must get away from the lying, back-stabbing, hip, vicious, and vile humans he is surrounded by. but betty is a huge hipstercrite.

ziggy is now alone and the world is her enemy. she begins to stay awake at night plotting the ways she will destroy the universe and only save those that understand what it is like to be an alien. she decides she wants her fempire (female empire, or in this case alien-female empire) to strike back. she wants an army of one-eyed one horn flyin purple people eaters to come together and commit rock and roll suicide after they destroy the planet. she is empowered!

ziggy is not empowered. ziggy is not even real, nor is betty. aliens are not real, stardust does not exist and the pale girl underneath the ziggy stardust alter-ego is scared and alone. when she commits suicide there is no rock n roll glory, there is no epic ending. betty finds out that ziggy killed herself. betty is so upset that ziggy is getting more attention and he decided to off himself too, so that people will comment on his facebook wall for once.

the end.

i think my mask of sanity is about to slip

so what's the point of showing three images of good lookin ladies and three corresponding images of them looking viciously deranged? well which is the real girl and which is her camouflage?  am i the only one that thinks the first "perfect" image of delicately made-up girls looking like plastic and diluted human beings is more terrifying then the deranged photograph? at least the psychotic images are honest. "normal" is deceptive.

my camouflage: body, mannerisms, straightened hair, eyelashes with precisely applied Chanel mascara, teeth that are whitened using Crest toothpaste, lips that are moisturized, brows that meticulously plucked, cheeks that are bronzed, glitter, glam, and a smile.

my reality:

were all mad here, alice!

my heart is swelling with love and my spirits are lifted, mostly because i watched the epic series of planet earth in its entirety. now drinking expresso instead of coffee, listening to frankie smith and count base on a radio station that is the jigggityjamm, anticipating visitors, upcycling my clothing and working on my project for cfc…camouflage.

these are the sketches that i did while i was juiced up and inspired by lies and self-deception! how can one intentionally, knowingly, not know? if camouflage is deception, how do we use it psychologically? draw out your feelings!

encapsulated psychosis?